cant give up something ive never tried

[believersneverdie]

i feel like ive been paralyzed my entire life. catatonic. waiting for my goals to fall on my lap instead of getting up and chasing after them. im realizing my only real mistake last year was depositing all my happiness and eagerness into only one goal. when i didnt reach it- which is bound to happen from time to time- my mental health came crashing down. ill stop treating my goals like a burden- like everything i have to do to get there is tedious/torturous. ill try to enjoy the ride