believersdieiguess

it just is what it is man. i guess im really done with it. so strange to feel this of emptiness where longing has been for the past two years. i just magically snapped out of it, it feels like some sort of miracle. i was a firm believer we were meant for each other just three days ago, but now it feels like something in my brain shifted and i cant analyze my past thoughts with anything but skepticism. like what on earth was i on that bitch wants NOTHING to do w me. oh my god im insane

but yeah anyways so

today started really badly and then kept on being awful until my girlfriend texted me around 5 pm and invited me to eat hotdogs at her place. my mood shifted immediately. she really can be good to me sometimes