love had, love lost

[believersneverdie]

every song is about you again. all of the sad ones. theyre the only type of music i listen to, anyway. maybe thats why i cant stop thinking about you

"please dont make me wait long, i just wanna be your main one"

i hope youre alright, wherever you are in the world. i cant look at the sky without remembering its the only thing still connecting us-besides my unrequited longing, that is. i cant watch sunsets without thinking you look at the same sun as i do, without the reminder were under the same sky. you ruined the moon for me

i miss talking to you. its the one thing in the world i miss the most, i think, and i have dead relatives. i havent had such a bad relapse in months, i think. mightve been a year even. i bet youre stabbing the tiny old voodoo doll you keep of me somewhere in france. i keep wondering if you ever think about me-i used to be so sure you did. then again, i used to be sure id marry you. so i really dont know much about anything, apparently

i hope youre healthy, i hope you know how much i love you, and i hope you never cross my mind again

its almost midnight. i love the sound of the rain and i left my window open so my room can get a bit cold. please text me when you can